Where it begins

So....nobody I know even knows that I am starting this silly thing. I've read blogs of people I know,and of people I don't know, for awhile now. It hasn't been something I've been too serious about, but every once in awhile...its nice to read other people's thoughts. So...why then, have I decided to do it?
Well, reason 1, I have way too much going through my head on a daily basis. Sometimes I wonder how it is even possible. Like, right now, I'm thinking about my current job, my job interview in two weeks, my boyfriend and our future together, my sister and our future as sisters or not, my other sister moving to Utah, my final I need to start working on tonight, my group meeting for my other class tomorrow night, and what i'm going to do this weekend! And I can assure you, I'm giving EACH topic the same amount of space and time in my head. It's exhausting. That explains why I fell asleep last night at 6:30 (i'm freaking lame!).
Reason 2, maybe after I feel comfortable with this blog, I will let my loved ones know I've got it going, and then maybe they won't be so confused about my mood swings. I think Adam (my boyfriend) is the only person who understands my mood swings and my life currently, and I wish more people could understand. They deserve that!
Reason 3, I'm bored at work! :) Isn't that reason enough!

So....check back, I've only just begun. Perhaps next time, I'll let you know my conerns about staying in school. (Who needs a master's degree, why do I need one? Maybe I should just stop while i'm ahead...I can always go back later...right?)
Or, perhaps I'll discuss my boyfriend (who I absolutely adore, but sometimes wonder if we really are good for each other....maybe we'd be better friends, or maybe I should support him more and stop putting pressure on him to finsih school and make a commitment to me, why isn't the here and now enough for me?)
Or, I can talk about how I think my boyfriends family thinks i'm strange because I never talk around them (truth is, I don't talk around anyone...maybe that's due to low self-esteem, or fear of looking like a moron (which is usually what happens)). Let me just say, I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND'S family.... I just wish I could get to know them more. But....I'm the one whose the new one in town, in a sense. It's intimidating.
Or...my job interview. Do I really want to move away from here, make less than I do now, and perhaps fail??? That seems to be my biggest fear in life. Failure!

Anyway, another day another time. The blogging has just begun!